Company A atau Company B?

Ini yang buat msCruZee pening. Tadi borak ngan Dino kat telefon, buatkan kepala msCruZee ligat berfikir. msCruZee dah buat decision tapi I started to doubt...

1) Company A -- an established company, good frens, kamceng dengan management, already knew the job scope. But HATE the industry! I'm done with BANKING!

2) Company B -- IT line, higher salary & position. Totally new place, new environment and new frens! I can start from the scratch here!

The problem is, working with Company A buat msCruZee slalu makan hati. 1st, the salary is not enuff -- well, I'm a very expensive person! Ahahah ---- 2nd, the job scope, yang relates dengan customers buatkan msCruZee sakit jiwa. Ada daily input, daily customers to deal with (not that I'm complaining) but apa yang msCruZee terima bulan2 macam tak worth it. Actually sebelum keje ngan Company A, msCruZee dah ada experience keje ngan Company "Sebelum A", same industry gak and sama cerita (except that they're paying more than Company A). Apa yg msCruZee nak cuma satu kerja yang msCruZee boleh buat willingly and on the same time BE HAPPY! Salary tu jatuh ke 2nd place. Bukan kerja yang kene hadap everyday, sampai nak ke toilet pun bertangguh. Sembahyang --- jangan cakapla. Selalu last minute! Sometimes, kalau ada masa, baru pergi. Kalau tak sempat, duduk je la buat kerja dari 8.45am sampai ke 9.00pm. 

Since kerja dengan Company "Sebelum A"....msCruZee dah well-trained jadik seorang worker yang hipokrit. That is the "ONE" thing yang msCruZee bebetul benci pada diri sendiri. Having a good r/ship with everyone betul2 buatkan msCruZee berada dalam keadaan yang selamat kat office. This is what I've learnt tru' experience. But THIS IS NOT ME....or at least, WASN'T me! Experience gained from Company A dan Company "Selebum A" ajar msCruZee tentang hakikat hidup. Untuk disukai ramai, u have to agree with everything --- including no PUBLIC HOLS (x de cuti Raya), working on Saturdays, hari2 balik lewat malam (xde OT) and lame jokes from the Management Team (if I started to protest on something) -- such as, no BONUS for you this year! or --- Kalau tak belanja, I'll change your appraisal points! But what about the fact that I'm working extremely HARD sampai tak hirau masa balik rumah atau cuti? Mana ada orang pandang? 

Frankly speaking, msCruZee bebetul respect member2 yang berani in making decisions. Macam Anny, Daybab ngan Sha. Bila tak suka, terus resigned 24 jam notis. How I wish I could do that! msCruZee bagi tabik spring kat diorang =P.

It has been about 8 years now. Apa yang selalu msCruZee dengar dari ex-schoolmates semua sama --- how I've changed. msCruZee was not an obedient student at school. Apa yang orang kata tak boleh, itu laa yang akan msCruZee buat. Nama dalam Prefect Book, tak payah cakap laa berapa banyak. But what have happened to me now? Kene cursed ke?

Jalan keluar yang msCruZee ambil ialah mencari kerja lain. Alhamdulillah, opportunity datang bila Company B called utk panggil interview. Bulan Dec 08 ni, msCruZee dah kena lapor diri. The thing is, bila Company A dapat tahu, the Managers terus called tanya reason msCruZee resigned. And bende yang paling tak disangka, they promised :

1) Higher Salary (lebih tinggi daripada Company B)

2) Higher Position

3) GOOD Bonus for 2008 (3 mths back, bila msCruZee tanya x de seorang pon yang berani guarantee samada I'm entitled to get bonus atau pun tak, considering baru kerja 6 bulan. Siap cakap, "Don't expect much. Nanti u sedih pulak!"). 

Manager sendiri called and bagitahu Head of Department ada kat sebelah, waiting for my decision. And 10 minutes after that, called balik untuk bagitahu BIG BOSS pun dah agreed. What the heck? Why now? Kalau betul diorg appreciate / value me as a good worker, why now? Tapi, secara jujurnya, msCruZee mula hesitate dgn decision utk resign sbb dah mula rasa sayang + kasihan + loyal --- bila orang pujuk camtu. Ini buatkan msCruZee susah buat keputusan. Bak kata Company A, there's still time!

So, Company A atau Company B?